Minggu, 04 Desember 2011

Difficult choices

Diposting oleh Naomi's di 7:58 AM
31 desember 2010. i've become yours. and three days later i'm not yours anymore. you said that you love me but guess what? you leave me so soon. you said you had to go because your friends disagree with our relationship. hey boy, this is our relationship not others. you should follow your heart not anyone heart. always remember this quote "a person that truly loves you will never let you go, no matter how hard the situation is" and the point is.....you didn't love me. all of words you ever said are bullshit. ya bullshit. i know you're bored with your life because you didn't have a girlfriend and your friends had a girlfriend/boyfriend. you ashemed because you're the only one who doesn't had a girlfriend HAHA.
but please think for a while, i'm a human i have a heart i can be hurt. you only have a short mind you never think about womens feelings you just want to satisfied yourself without thinking for others. you are selfish boy. so, you say that not from your heart but from your head, you just want to have a girlfriend without have a feeling anymore. for a men in this world, you must remember that a girl will fall hard for you. a girl can't forget about you with a short time, they need more times and if she had a second chance she will be the best for you and try to be perfect. hmm okey, for my ex you must know until now i'm still fall in love with you. i can't forget you eventhough we had a short relationship. the reason why i can't forget you is your mother&my mother. yeah the both of them. your mother always being nice to me and its make me more loves you. and about my mother, she always talking about you eventhough its not important. and she always asked me about you. it sucks dude, i hate this. very hate. and now i'm so confused with my feelings, my head say that i must move on from you but my heart say that i shouldn't be move on. God....what should i do? why i would survive this feelings if he doesn't care anymore. i'm tired so tired, i want to open my heart for other man but i can't! :"( i try to like someone else and its worked for one week and than i......love my ex again! sucks very sucks! hmm..... what should i choose "let it flow this feelings" or "move on" aha! i know, if he doesn't care too i must move on. but if he care i will survive this feeling:") if i didn't have a second chance i just want to be his bestfriend or his moodbooster....
its being nice to be part of your life in the past eventhough you didn't love me. :")

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